| UGH! |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|06:09 am] |
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for the same reason as last time, i need to shut down my journal. |
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| big island monday |
[Oct. 4th, 2004|10:45 pm] |
so this weekend was great. i had a real good time. friday night i froze at the homecoming game 2 to 3. stupid field goal. the trip to albert lea was fantastic with everyone. it was so great to see everyone and just hang out and have fun. sunday i was a bum and slept late, went to stewartville to see kate, took a nap, got back here around 8 and watched the girl next door with matt.
i am going to donate plasma tomorrow. i am freaking out. it will be fine of course but i have never liked needles and i can gurantee that i will get poked at least 3 times tomorrow in the course of the 3 hours i will be at BioLife. *sigh* at least i will get some homework done.
i have grown to like lighting candles every night. its relaxing.
onalaska has an old target. do you know what i mean? do you remember the target that used to be where Hobby Lobby is now? with that cafe thing off to the side with popcorn and ICEE's and everything that target red, and the old service counter and the old setup. it was like coming home when i walked in. they were having a dollar sale. i went nuts. its a good and bad thing that i only had about 20 minutes to be in the store.
i made asian chicken salad tonight. it goes on crackers. consists of sesame seed oil, soy sauce, tomato, green onion, mayo, crushed black pepper, and chicken. i thought it was a nice change.
i am real tired and still have a paragraph to go on my EFN journal essay. grrr... goodnight. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2004|04:21 pm] |
i have definitly grown to love sweatpants. i love them. when i am not out and about i am lounging around in my black sweatpants. i think after two years of looking nice everyday for work, i have discovered the joy of lounge wear.
the pan of rice krispie bars that i made 24 hours ago is already gone. i count that as a compliment. i bought more ingredients though to make some more for saturday. hmm.. i need a nap. |
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| oh another day |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
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so it sure has been a long time since i've had one of my episodes where i start crying and just can't quit. i think its envitable. and today was envitable. a lot of insignificant things have happened today to add to this uncontrollable need to sob and sit in a dark room. stop and think about all the times a person wishes/wants/starts to cry and just say's no. this is not appropriate. well it just all has to happen at sometime. all those tv's shows i refused to cry over, the small arguments, disappointment, the furstration, moments of humiliation, confusion, anger, lonliness.. they all build up to this moment in time where i just feel like basketcase. there is a ton of homework to be done and all i can do is sit with a box of kleenex.
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and when i said i'd take it, i meant as is.
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you are 32 flavors and then some
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someday you are going to get hungry and eat all of the words you just said
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| woah |
[Sep. 22nd, 2004|03:09 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | matt nathanson | ] |
first off, theres a weird positioning of all the stuff on live journal today. weird. maybe its just been that long since i have updated. i'm kinda in a sour mood. not a bad mood. i just got done browning five pounds of hamburger and putting it in a crock pot with manwich for karin. there are nasty little black bugs on the side of the house where my windows sit in my bedroom and there the little beasts are everywhere. i can't open my windows so it is stuffy and it doesn't have the gorgeous fall air blowing through it. its pissing me off. so i tried to vaccum them out and spray raid on the window but now i have bugs on my bed and the room smells like raid and i can't open the windows cause the BUGS WILL COME IN! when matt gets home we are going to go out and pull foam off the old aluminum siding. later on we will take it to get money back for it. woo! i have a headache. this is a very common thing for me lately. it sucks. i might be hanging out with hannah tonight. she called and left me a voicemail but i don't know if she will remember to answer my message i left. i left my cell phone charger in mn so i can rarely use my cell phone this week. i have two bars left and it is only wednesday. katie and lee are adorable. if i knew how to put pictures on here i would do it but i dont', so i won't. well, i suppose i will get some things done. i blew a fuse this morning while using the pizza oven and now i can't get the cable to work on the tv so i think i might of had something to do with that. but i am so not technically inclined so i might have to wait until matt gets home. i'm off. |
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| hmm |
[Sep. 19th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | ani | ] |
so i have discovered i can't get in the homework groove.. i really can't concentrate.. there is nothing holding me back from getting ahead in homework besides the new cable tv situation. damn.
good harp players are hard to come by so i've decided that i need to find a ton of money, buy a harp, get really good at it, and then get paid major bucks to play the harp. thats my grand idea i came up with in class one day.
**they say goldfish have no memory
i guess their lives are much like mine
the little plastic castle
is a surprise every time
it's hard to say if they are happy
but they don't seem much to mind**
this weekend was bitter sweet. it closed one chapter in my life and started a new one. saturday the clancy's moved out of their house 6 houses down the road from mine and moved way out to stewartville to a gorgeous log home. i had to say goodbye to the old, which was my second home all these years, oh the memories, and helped the clancy's move into their new house. i was over there all weekend.
this woman is destroying a basement on trading spaces, which includes painting the carpet silver and hot glueing warming foil (that runners use after running)to the wall. hmm.. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2004|05:22 pm] |
the consequence of not taking every little piece of the peach skin off is this.. i now have a tiny piece of it stuck in my teeth and i can't get it out.
just woke up from a three hour nap. its an endless cycle around here. i can't sleep well at night so then i am up late. then i take a nap the next day and cant' get to sleep that night because i took a 3 hour nap. so i don't sleep well again. i force myself not to take a nap the next day but can't sleep well that night. endless.
my internet is finally working. actually working. before it would work for like 5 minutes and then just not work for the next 4 hours and then work for 2 minutes again. its a tease. damn internet. thank goodness matt and i made an impromptu trip to best buy last night and swapped routers and figured things out. well he figured it out. just like he takes care of the bats and spiders in the house. last night we all chatted in matt's room. good looking fellow he is.
i love having cable tv. i am a tv junkie.
i'm not in the mood to do this. |
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| The three P's |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|08:52 pm] |
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| [ | music |
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Packers, Pizza, and Poppers. i had never had jalapeno cream cheese poppers. i now have a new found love for another fatty food. don't like the packers though. i don't like to watch football unless lee, justin and people i know are playing. going to hayfield this friday with katie to watch the game. next week with laura in byron and the following week is homecoming.
classes are good. my first test at UW-L is thursday in german. should be easy. i couldn't sleep last night, haha i've had a headache for 2 days. the kind of headache where you feel like you can't open your eyes all the way and if you move to quick you almost fall to the ground from the shooting pain.
i picked up four saturdays and a friday shift at the bank to compensate for the 170 dollars i spent this weekend. opps...
i need to vaccum my room here soon. and do alittle tidying up.
shit, i am so full. i'm surprised grease isn't coming out of my pores. i had this massive pile of supreme nachos for lunch and all that crap tonight.. blaheach. |
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| marigold days |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|10:20 pm] |
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a year ago today i went to marigold days with him and we watched a movie and he insisited on going for a walk late at night. we walked hand and hand to the high school to sit on the swing. i was showered with kisses and hugs and i love you's and you're the greatest and more kisses and more you mean so much to me's and then i was told that he couldn't handle a relationship, followed by an attempt for another kiss. lie after lie. within the hour a year ago today i was pushing away from those same arms that were speaking love two minutes before, but now were wanting to comfort rejection. three days after they went on their first date, i was supposed to be in winona with him that thursday night. this week marks their one year anniversary, congratulations. |
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| finally |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|07:10 pm] |
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well i'm sitting in the living room in lacrosse. matt, karin, her friend emily and her boyfriend matt and i are cooking fresh green beans, hashbrown casserole, and steaks for supper. its fun to have everyone around, having wine, just having fun. the wireless internet is working fantastic and the cable is great. i can watch "i love the 90's" on VH1 in my bedroom and its fantastic. its freaking hot in here with the stove and oven on and everything. do do.. more later. |
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